My friends can fuck off. I’m so sick of being made to feel bad for being a human and having feelings. I’m not the only person on the planet who’s feelings get hurt nor am I the only one who reacts to feelings being hurt. And guess what!? If you’re not sorry about hurting my feelings, or you try to tell me that I’m in the wrong by having hurt feelings because other people have done it to me before or because I’ve done it to someone before, you can fuck off double time because not all situations are the same. I am willing to apologize to save the friendship, but I am in no way sorry for being angry with you. You fucked up. You were rude and insensitive and it’s fucked up that you have to justify it with other peoples actions. I’m dealing with too much other shit in my life to put up with friends who don’t have time for me, or want to get on a childish level when confronted with what they did wrong. Yes, I’m fucking pissed! My life has taken a shit on me lately while you’ve gone right on living yours so excuse me, I am not sorry for my feelings, I don’t give a shit anymore. And this bitch you helped cultivate in my hour of need is what you’re either going to have to learn to live with, or without because I’m done being the nice girl who cares so much about everyone else because when I needed someone to take the time and understand, I came up completely empty handed.
Getting to spend the last 3 months with this little one has been wonderful and leaving her smiling face to go to work is pretty much the last thing I want to do, but it’s a much needed transition back into the adult world for me :)